what I want to be when I grow up
It's getting perilously close, you know. The being a grown-up.
I like to think that at times when I'm out and about without my children, when I've got a stylish outfit on, when my hair is just right, that I can still fake youth. I could still be a college student, right? A grad student, perhaps? I'm not a grown-up, yet. Because if I really were all grown up, then I'd have to admit that what I am is sort of already decided.
I'm a mom. A wife. A lady who folds laundry and makes dinner and pays the bills, usually on time. Fits in a little writing at home for the local newspaper. Too busy to do much more than that.
But that's not all I am in my head. The little girl inside of me still wants to be a real writer. You know, like making a living off of things I thought up.
Of course, to do that, I'd have to actually spend some time doing creative writing instead of all the non-creative tasks that seem to fill my days. As my friend Rebekah reminded me via her blog the other day, writers write. That's all it is. You're not a writer if you're not doing any writing. And this article on "Finding Time to Write" drove the point home.
So good-bye for now. I've got 20 minutes before I need to get started on some dinner preparations. Time to write.
I like to think that at times when I'm out and about without my children, when I've got a stylish outfit on, when my hair is just right, that I can still fake youth. I could still be a college student, right? A grad student, perhaps? I'm not a grown-up, yet. Because if I really were all grown up, then I'd have to admit that what I am is sort of already decided.
I'm a mom. A wife. A lady who folds laundry and makes dinner and pays the bills, usually on time. Fits in a little writing at home for the local newspaper. Too busy to do much more than that.
But that's not all I am in my head. The little girl inside of me still wants to be a real writer. You know, like making a living off of things I thought up.
Of course, to do that, I'd have to actually spend some time doing creative writing instead of all the non-creative tasks that seem to fill my days. As my friend Rebekah reminded me via her blog the other day, writers write. That's all it is. You're not a writer if you're not doing any writing. And this article on "Finding Time to Write" drove the point home.
So good-bye for now. I've got 20 minutes before I need to get started on some dinner preparations. Time to write.

4 comments:
I know exactly what you mean...what am I going to be when I grow up?
And is this really what I am doing because its not what I planned at all!!!
Great post. Good reminder. Well, I'm off!
This was on my goodreads.com quote of the day:
"I am not at all in a humor for writing; I must write on till I am."— Jane Austen
I may need to needlepoint this on a pillow or something.
When I grow up I want to be a librarian. But being a mom is the best job I have ever had. It pays great too, all those hugs and kisses.
Nana
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